Words mean so little and so much. “I’m fine,” I say. When really deep down I’m suffering to the core of my being. Life is not the way I intended it to be. Other people are living my dream. I’m just living life out one day at a time.
I must admit I’m depressed, if you haven’t figured it out already. I’m 41 years old and have no career or prospects. The only thing I’ve known is teaching. I’ve always rode a roller coaster ride of emotions when I was doing it. What am I to do now?
I just stop doing and sleep. I spend too much time sleeping throughout the week. I don’t take time to do the little things around the house or things for me. I just let things slide through my fingers. Life continues to pass me by. If I don’t watch out it will soon be gone…
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